CANTO 49
You, who by cluttering, assemble sparse rime,
Those who are superb, & I who dive naked,
Heart a cartoon colored with juvenile errors,
Fit for scorn once our era sinks into its future.
A skein of clashing styles in praise of weeping,
Aye, & of raging, catches my leaden eye,
Which watches as though with amorous interest
The fate of one as miserable for love as I am.
True, this man's diet of fresh vegetables, popular
Today in the extreme, & with astounding speed,
The servants say, inspires genial, sly copulation.
But as for my deal with marriage: forgone forever,
& the fifth floor, with its charming concierge,
Split into four pieces, words are not, alas! enough.
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This early Canto, hitherto unfound, has none of the easy elegance or moving simplicity of this
poet's mature writing. I only include it here to show what a difference Laura made to his poetry
and indeed to his life. Those who have so cheaply pitied him for loving a woman married to
another man, should give more thought to the misery of his situation and to the happiness
which it brought him.