CANTO 46
"I'm doing my prostrations, visualizing all the lineage masters, and She arises as a yidam in the Refuge Tree, me in yabyum as her consort. I want to kiss her lotus toes. O wonderful that there was a man that could awaken! O wonderful that the awakened man could teach the way to enlightenment! O wonderful that the enlightened man did not stay in this world as an immortal! O lucky to be alive! O lucky to be able to send flowers to my love one more time! O lucky to frolic in a big bed! To lay side by side & let our mindstreams mingle! "I've dreamed of kissing you f/ the day we first met, & yesterday we talked of kissing, & everywhere I looked people were kissing, on a bench along the trail, in a car in front of your apartment & I couldn't let you leave w/out a kiss, that kiss still on my lips." My angel came and sang, The church is cold but the ale house is warm. "Kissing you & being kissed is what I want, & maybe there is time before you leave, & we could meet and kiss until our heart's are full, though a million kisses could not satiate my desire. You didn't have much room to squirm out of kissing me, when I cornered you in the restaurant, so you are not at fault for being deceitful there, it was kiss or create a scene, but, now, like you realize the kissing and the desire for more kisses is real." No more words, only more kisses.